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by Lein

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1.
this cant be me out of focus and out of touch shaking and dehydrated resenting several mirrors too much nibbling numbers to make it by, a sullen body left me feeling spry valuing the negative space more than my frame its fucked up but i just cant change is my ever decreasing presence still tangible? do you still admire my disintegrating brain? you are so beautiful i don't know how to feel beautiful i just cant feel beautiful... yet
2.
reverie 02:49
i've had better offers than hands held out at half mast weighted in my chest theres no heart that could hold on to this worn down but still loved, still loved i am the stained rings in your favorite cup am i a ghost or a human dream? heaven was built for cowards so i have to stay here have to stay here
3.
soggy 02:13
if i still had a soul to sell id feel more complacent with a chest left less vacant never mind that, still marooned like a ship in a shoreless sea don't look for me numb, to a body reeking havoc hexing vowels with hands trembling the lowlands left its stain on me you'll never find me
4.
lowlands 02:40
keep the sound didn't know id miss it seeping from pale pores leaking through linen forcing paths across winter 6 months too long i felt nothing promising anything i became null of noise consumed by black walls i never wanted but still long for nostalgically no one, there is nobody listening lonely with a lost cause in stale ground and dead leaves
5.
sixteen 02:12
hollowed out bones displaying marrow on mantles embedding daisies in my spine cant dig them out i already tried mourning prior versions of me stuffed slick in levi pockets i still feel you in my sleep sometimes sixteen sitting stagnant and sickly with words stale on lips spitting inaudible frequencies recollection isn't tangible but wrists are and they're tarnishable resenting each abrasion gets you know where i still feel you in my sleep sometimes
6.
nineteen 03:04
i am worth more than a loud lingering voice that pleaded lovely though all i heard was noise or scattered static at best and MKUltra screeches that scared the cat i decayed at your feet while you talked sweet to fresh faces but i'm honestly glad now maybe relieved in some places still see you when my body breaks why reconcile when sitting petty on goose eggs and quarter inch cables my new bedsheets never got the memo build from dust just to be resended though but im honestly glad now even though you kept the leaves i still see you in the blood that got soaked up by my sleeves still see you when my body breaks still see you in the blood that got soaked up by my sleeves

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written and recorded in san diego throughout autumn of 2017

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released December 31, 2017

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Lein Portland, Oregon

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