1. |
ghost in the machine
02:03
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this cant be me
out of focus and out of touch
shaking and dehydrated
resenting several mirrors too much
nibbling numbers to make it by,
a sullen body left me feeling spry
valuing the negative space more than my frame
its fucked up but i just cant change
is my ever decreasing presence still tangible?
do you still admire my disintegrating brain?
you are so beautiful
i don't know how to feel beautiful
i just cant feel beautiful...
yet
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2. |
reverie
02:49
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i've had better offers
than hands held out at half mast
weighted in my chest
theres no heart that could hold on to this
worn down but still loved,
still loved
i am the stained rings in your favorite cup
am i a ghost or a human dream?
heaven was built for cowards
so i have to stay here
have to stay here
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3. |
soggy
02:13
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if i still had a soul to sell
id feel more complacent
with a chest left less vacant
never mind that,
still marooned like a ship in a shoreless sea
don't look for me
numb,
to a body reeking havoc
hexing vowels
with hands trembling
the lowlands left its stain
on me
you'll never find me
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4. |
lowlands
02:40
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keep the sound
didn't know id miss it
seeping from pale pores
leaking through linen
forcing paths across winter
6 months too long
i felt nothing
promising anything
i became null of noise
consumed by black walls
i never wanted
but still long for nostalgically
no one,
there is nobody listening
lonely with a lost cause
in stale ground and dead leaves
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5. |
sixteen
02:12
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hollowed out bones displaying marrow on mantles
embedding daisies in my spine
cant dig them out i already tried
mourning prior versions of me stuffed slick
in levi pockets
i still feel you in my sleep sometimes
sixteen sitting stagnant and sickly
with words stale on lips
spitting inaudible frequencies
recollection isn't tangible
but wrists are and they're tarnishable
resenting each abrasion gets you know where
i still feel you in my sleep sometimes
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6. |
nineteen
03:04
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i am worth more than a loud lingering voice
that pleaded lovely though all i heard was noise
or scattered static at best
and MKUltra screeches
that scared the cat
i decayed at your feet
while you talked sweet
to fresh faces
but i'm honestly glad now
maybe relieved in some places
still see you when my body breaks
why reconcile when sitting petty on goose eggs
and quarter inch cables
my new bedsheets never got the memo
build from dust
just to be resended though
but im honestly glad now
even though you kept the leaves
i still see you in the blood
that got soaked up by my sleeves
still see you when my body breaks
still see you in the blood
that got soaked up by my sleeves
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